I have decided...

to become an amazing writer. and nothing you can say or do will ever change that. so there! hehe. and yes, I am aware of how random this is.
Btw I'm also going to be an amazing pilot, veterinary scientist, and pediatrician. My life just might take a while, but it'll be worth it. :P

tsk tsk tsk

Well, lets do a little recap on these past couple weeks shall we? Lets see, I started reading this really good book called The Witching Hour, its an Anne Rice book, so its gotta be good, right? My teachers have been practically drowning me in homework, and my Cello teacher got a new job, so i gotta find a new one :( but lets skip the rest, today was actually to some extent, interesting. In Amnesty we were working out our last attempts for Troy Davis, a convicted man that has been on Death Row for the past 15 years, and who's execution was set for 6:30 pm today, ( 7:30 His time in Georgia) but by the time we called, we got an automated message saying that nothing more could be done. So we left today with all hopes lost. But alas, THERE IS A GOD!!! http://www.amnestyusa.org/ Go here and click on Troy Davis. It was a last minute decision, but it feels like the world has been lifted off of me. He is not necessarily going to be let off of death row, but he is going to be getting a fair trial now, where they will hear his plea.

Anyways, I also got an unexpected, but well appreciated call from..... BRANDON!!! I haven't talked to him in ages! We had a nice conversation about how our lives have been since middle school.
Oliver is SOOOOOOOOOOOOO crabby today. hes been whining and crying since he got home. oh well.
Also, I think, no wait, I am sick sick sick. I think I have a cold or sinus infection or something, but my ears, nose, eyes and throat just hurt like CRAZY. I've been having to consume extreme amounts of cough drops and tea, just to be able to talk throughout the day.

Oh, yes, and I've been getting back on top of my writing, I have written tons of poems this past week and I'm finishing up that novel I've been working on. My goal is to eventually get it published. (ok so I know I may be dreaming a little big there, but better to dream big than to not dream at all, right?)

so, anyhoo, I better get started on all of that homework. XP ah well, school is just school.

AAAAAAAAHHHHH. blagh. i feel dead.

so life is ok. homecoming is in a week and 1/2 and im hoping to go to that. but so far school is kind of... how do i say this... SUCKY. but we all expected that didn't we? just not THIS sucky. i don't know anybody in any of my classes or in my lunch. so i've come to finally pathetically spending my lunch time in the library, either reading or doing homework. this is on top of my mum still having heath problems and now im having to give her these shots in the stomach *shudders* and i barely get a chance to talk to anyone all day. My life at this point is wake up, go to school, come home, go to my moms, do homework, shower, sleep, and repeat. with the little details in between. i think i am actually going insane. somebody HELP ME!!!!!

Picture Time!!

What do you think of the new pic? is this one better or worse than the last one? leave me a comment and let me know what you think, that is, if anyone still reads this... :P

hehehehe. i don't know what to write, but i keep writing anyways. im kinda excited for the open house tomorrow. i want to see everybody. i saw haugen, and taft, and redig today at my brother's open house. 'twas interesting... veerry interesting.... someone should call me. btw, ive gone completely insane. just to let you guys know. I think im gonna join the GSA at southwest. and im gonna finish my story, yes THE story. the one with the vampires and werewolves and kristen like fiends. maaan im gonna miss kristen. who is gonna scream when i write mean things about her on my blog when shes all the way over at washburn? nobody, thats who. X(

Here it comes...

here what comes, you may ask. or if you're really thinking hard about it, you probably already know... its the dreaded S word.... noooo not that S word (why would you think that?) SCHOOL, ok i meant SCHOOL!!! geez, i can't get one statement out without you readers getting off task! But anyways, tomorrow is the open house, and school starts next tuesday already. OH NOES!!! how do we make it stop!? the time, the fragile pieces of what's left of summer are all slowly melting away like an ice cube in july. And homework, oh the piles and piles of homework, i can see it now...


man, i am NOT looking forward to this. :(

50th POST!!!!

hip hip hooray. my 50th post of complete nonsense, and to think, you still continue to read it. :P well, my life has been slowly returning to the usual state of insanity as my mum is home, sarah is back on her feet begging to go to all night raves, and I am... well..... weird i guess. I really want to go to district tonight. hopefully i can find a way to go, connors phone is off. and this is making me angry. i want to go to the mall too. hmph. i hate being stuck at home on saturdays.

Ugh, when will it end!?

I havn't posted in forever, but things have been moderately, wait no, extremely insane over here. My mum went to the doctor for severe leg pain and they found a blood clot, so she went to the hospital, but came home wednesday, but that same night I went over there just to make sure that she was okay and that night she got really sick, so we went back to the hospital to find that part of the blood clot had moved to her lung, so unlike what I was thinking yesterday, she will probably be staying in the hospital until at least wednesday. grr. So my parents are going up to the cabin with all of my brothers until tuesday, and me and my sister are going to my aunts house for the weekend. Oh, and for whomever it may concern this means that I'm not going to Alex's party either, (even though I haven't seen him ALL SUMMER, and most likely won't see him for another month when school starts. ) *deep sigh* I think I need a hug.