Last Post of 2008 ^^

So, rather than do a massive post about the wondrous and erm not-so-wondrous things about this past year, I'm going to keep it semi-short, and semi-sweet... like chocolate chips... lol.
And while sitting trying to figure out what to write, of course inspiration strikes...
The easily best thing that has happened to me this year (and even years preceeding) starts talking to me on facebook... ^.^ and immediately thoughts of how wonderful this past month or so has been alone come rushing into my mind...
But let's start at the beginning, shall we? (Oh God, this is gonna get long, I can see it already)
In January all that I can really remember is that's when I started insane journaling... like 5 pages a day at the very least... and that was before bloggy... and then year-year-year ummm... then blog started...
Wow, this whole reminiscing thing is harder than I though it would be... I'm just too happy where I am right now. =) <3
What I do remember is that the start, and most of the middle and beginning of the end of this year wasn't exactly easy... far from it really. Sure, there were some good memories made, but things got pretty rough at times, and I'm sure most of my close friends could agree with that. But as far as a performance goes, the finale made up for all the flaws and dissonance that was in the beginning. Looking at my life, and the lives of my close friends- things are going pretty well... better than I remember them being before to say the least. Everyone seems happy, and at peace- well as close as a teenager gets to peace, that is.
So cruddy year, happy memories, spectacular finish... If that makes sense to you- you just know me too well ^^
I hope you all have a great night, year, morrow and whatever else happens from now until the time you read this.. :)
I love you guys! Enjoy what's left of 2008!
~SAMiSAYSwRAwR

Late-night Blogging (Probably not a good idea)

AHA!!! It's about 1:45 am, and the sami is rather content after a heart-pulling conversation with Trall...
So, I could talk of so much randomness right now- piggy banks, cockroaches, adopted babies from china, play dough, wii bowling toddlers, rainbow socks, cookies, trampolines, purple hair dye, photo booth, iPhones, cellos, elmo band-aids, bruises, insomnia, this could go on for days....
Anyways, I could go on with so many things but for now I think I'm gonna stick to my favorite topic- do you know? I think you do...
When I think of him my face lights up, and my heart physically goes nuts- Jackie is a first person witness of such things. When I talk to him, my face turns red, and I lose my breath just trying to comprehend what he is saying. And then to believe that what he says is true- a whole different world. When I see him, nothing is wrong in the world. Nothing. No exaggeration here at all. Everything is perfect. I am yet to find a single flaw within him, and when he claims me as his- as though he truly finds me worthy- I feel like the luckiest person in the world. I scare even myself sometimes thinking about how hard I find myself falling for him, and yet- somehow I trust him enough to keep falling all the same.
I had been forewarned many times of such things by others. I keep telling myself- don't do this, sami. Don't let yourself be torn apart, don't let yourself get broken.- I keep having to remind myself to throw back on the protective cover, because whenever I am around him, my world opens up to no end. It is impossible for me to not trust in what he says, to not know just how far I've fallen, to not take off that shell and leave it off. And it's not as though this isn't what I want, God knows just how much it is... I am really happy when I think about him, I find myself drowning in an ocean of euphoric thoughts when I talk to him, and when I see him- when I hug him, when I am with him- My entire life, mindset all become suddenly ecstatic. The last thing I would want to do is ignore, or throw away these feelings- how could something that makes me so happy, that makes life so wonderful be the cause of so much pain later? What is it that I am so afraid of, really? It seems completely unreasonable at this point to continue telling myself no; to continue holding myself back emotionally. What reason do I have to not trust his promises? What reason did he have to so quickly trust mine? And better yet, does he?
Wow, for a 3 in the morning blog post (yeah, I took a few breaks for showering and such) this is getting rather intense. I guess my main points here are that I really do care about him, and at this point I really trust him. We shall see whether or not this destroys me in the end; but as of now, I have faith that it won't.
Well, I gotta be awake in 4 hours, so I better be going to bed soon. I hope you guys are all living wonderful lives- I've let you guys peek into my shell, but I'm really hoping that all is well within your guys'.
I love you guys (now don't you forget it)
~SAMiSAYSwRAwR<3

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CHRISTMAS *yay*

So, the day has come- yes it is Christmas at last. Holiday cheer spread all around (well, if they aren't too busy screaming at you... XP) I love my family, they are just very noisy when all put together. VERY, VERY NOISY... so, after spending a few hours with them, Sami has escaped to her lair with a pb&j sandwich and plans to go nowhere until forced out by parents. (This could be anytime now...)
Anyways I better get going, but just thought I'd post a little mini-blog while I had the chance.
Hope you guys have an amazing Christmas!!!
<3<3<3


Fwahahaha, I would post a christmas-y song, but I figured you guys would be sick of it. Soooo- MORE COLDPLAY!!
God, I'm so weird... I know- just lemme be.
Merry Christmas
~SAMiSAYSwRAwR

Are you ready for this?

Probly not... but I shall show you anyways... fwahaha. The polished turned-in version of an earlier off-the-top-of-my-head blog poem. Just though I'd give you a little insight of what happens to some of the things I write here.

The Most Difficult Thing

The dark starless night beckons me,
Bringing me far too near
The howling wind, whispers secrets
With people all too deaf to hear,

They hide in a blanket of darkness,
But letting no one see,
The reality of those nightmares,
That forever haunt you and me.

I'm carried into madness,
And drawn away from sanity,
I'm face to face with demons,
And shown the evils of humanity,

A slave to your reality;
Why can't I just exist?
And as that dark sky beckons me,
I know I must resist.

And you belong with me...

I am up too early for this madness...

*yay* happy happy day. woah, all of those words ended with a "y" =P

wrawr. ^^
Today was reasonably happy, and the upcoming days are to be even happier. Why, because I said so, and also because I can make of the days what I want to. Buuuut, mostly just because I said so.
NO SCHOOL FOR TWO WHOLE WEEKS!!!!
How could one not celebrate? No school means more time for writing, seeing friends, and sleeping- not to mention just not having to go to school :)
Christmas is in less than a week O.o This has it's ups and downs:
Ups-
Happy Happy Holiday Cheer
Phony Christmas Specials on TV
Getting to see family and friends
Not being attacked for playing Christmas music on mah flute... :P
General Christmas matter

Downs-
Dealing with the materialistic parts of Christmas
Phony Christmas Specials on TV
Rushing around and everyone being uptight in an attempt to impress family and friends
No more looking forward to Christmas once it ends
No more looking forward to winter break once it's over
General Christmas matter

hmm, overall though? It's totally worth it, in my opinion anyways... :D

I hope life is treating you all well!
I love you guys
~SAMiSAYSwRAwR<3

Sami...

Is suddenly very angry. wrawr. I would avoid her until it goes away, but for now she hides in her room listening to death metal hoping it will pass.
I am so damn weird...
The more I think about it, the more of an issue I have with this whole thing. So I am left to either stop thinking, or do something about it. Thinking isn't that important, is it? -,- Is it even ok to be bothered by such things, I mean, the really aren't even up to me to overthink. It's not my life to change, not my voice to scream. I could really use some guidance here. I just don't want to wake up to find that I am nothing but a pawn of sorts. That would kill me.
I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore, so I guess this better be left before I create more to regret. (Not to mention the mountain of homework that awaits me.)

Crash and burn... letting the flames devour you; not only as a mortal here, but in mind and soul as well.

Well well well, that was rather poetic, wasn't it? Speaking of such things, I really need to get writing. I still gotta write a few poems, and polish two of my short stories (maybe write a new one entirely). Not to mention math, biology and geography homework... phew. I really need to start keeping better track of my stuff. And my friends, it seems that I turn away for a second (that I now know not to do) and when I return that constant gaze, they have managed to go through some epic, life-changing situation. If only I had been there, if only I had known to say- "Don't do it, it seems like a good thing now, but it's just not worth it. For your sake and my own, please don't do it."
And even so, I wonder if I could have saved them from the pain they now find themselves facing. I feel like an epic failure. T.T God knows, that's what my grades tell me...
Grrr, I think I'm gonna bring Chococat to school tomorrow... yes, that will be fun.
Well, I don't know what I'm doing right now, procrastinating even longer. Grr, what's wrong with me? -,-

sami, sami- always contradicting herself...

So, after a lovely conversation with Katie last night, many topics of discussion were thrown around, two of which, have been completely switched into reverse as of today. It is only such things that allow me to sit and reflect on how complex life can truly be... one of the conversations happened to get into talking about art, and how I was too impatient for such things... yeah, I just spent the last two hours or so painting... lmao. Sure, they're not exactly worthy of being called art, but they have lots of different colors I guess, so that's nice. :P
Sooo, today. I woke up with a generally bad start, and after injuring myself twice, losing my glasses, and becoming so cold that I started feeling warm (not a good thing) I was cursing mondays away for all eternity... luckily its the last one of the year (in a school sense, that is). Speaking of winter break, I can't wait! Hopefully I'll be able to sneak some time in to hang out with Katie, who I haven't been able to see since before halloween (this is a problem), and some time with my Trall, who I haven't seen since Saturday... (also a problem in the land of sami). Hehe, and it's only monday, why does it seem so long!?
Also, (Katie, Jackie- I'm especially looking for your insight on this one) the question came to mind today... do I cry a lot? This sounds really random, but I swear to God it's not. Just kinda wondering... idk. Have either of you guys even seen me cry? whoa, that's a strange thought... lol. I did today, but wasn't at all sad. It was strange really...
Anyways... I best be off to work on my homework for the night.
Good night, and have a good morrow.
~SAMiSAYSwRAwR

Happy 100th Birthpost to bloggy!!

If each post were a year, my blog would as of this post be a century old. Because each post is not a year, and because I am a blog maniac, it is actually less than a year old (10 months or so) but at 100 posts. Oh wow... O.o
So ready for the surprise now? We shall be doing some serious reminiscing here, congratulating those who have been there all along, saying farewell to those who have left, and welcoming those who have joined over this century (10 months our time) of tracking sami's life. =P

So as you can see by scrolling down to your right, my first post was way back when in March of 2008. Let's look and see, shall we?-

"So for all of you that actually LISTEN to what I am saying when I am talking non-stop at school, my nonsense is no longer limited to those 7 miserable hours of being at school. You can now choose to read what I have to say when I'm at home too!..."

and what a life changing thing that was for so many. Okee, I know, not that famous... yet... let's continue-

"So, although it may not be quite up to par with hearing my obnoxious voice when I am on a rant, or the sound of me screaming at Kristen because she had been driving me up the wall, it is better than nothing. Or worse, depending on who's reading. So with that said, why not?"

Ah yes, and with that comes our first farewell-
Kristen Chalmers R.I.P (yeah I know she's still alive, sillies)-
I knew her from 3rd grade I did, when first entering the madness of the Mpls. public school system, we were really close friends... well in 3rd grade. Then we kinda stopped talking, but in 7th grade we started talking again... well more so screaming. We never really had a peaceful friendship, or rather enemyship from that point. And now that we are no longer forced in the same building for 7 hours every day, we just never talk/scream anymore... so sad... well actually things have been pretty peaceful. (If you ever get to reading this- I <3 style="font-style: italic;">"Tonight I'm going to my high-school registration thingy, and I've finally prepared a List of classes I plan on taking next year.

AP Human Geography
Honors Geometry
Concert Band
Honors English 9
Biology
Japanese..."

And now we look at my actual schedule-
Honors English (psh, stupid)
Biology (I actually enjoy this one to some extent
Concert Band (it's band :)
Honors Geometry (biggest mistake of life)
AP Geography (its ok I guess... romo is cool)
Spanish 2 (never saw that one coming did you?)

Wow, I was a better organized 8th grader than I thought. You gotta admit I got that one planned to perfection... :) (well except for the whole spanish/japanese discussion...)
Let's skip over to Easter now, this is a truly pathetic example of sami-world in the way-back-whens...

"well its easter, so I decided rather than chance spending more time with my family than necessary, I will post the most easteriffic thing I can think of, the next chapter to my vampire story, so here goes."

Ay, so very sad...
and here we see some true sami-in-the-late-night-madness colors shining through-

"whoever invented play-dough is the greatest person ever. i LOVE play-dough. especially at 11:00 at night when I cannot sleep."

Hehe, the funniest part about that one is that 11 is considered late-night... lmao... Now we switch tones to sentimental-sami-

"What is a friend to you? To me a friend is someone that I can truly talk to and listen to without being judged, or judging. Someone that I will always love and care about."

sAww, isn't that absolutely precious? And here is where we congratulate- I say to Narcia (Jackie), King Kong (Katie), and Alvin (Alex), you guys are the bestest most amazing people I know, and you continue to amaze me in what you do (the good, the bad, and the random) every day. You've been with me through thick and thin and now I thank you, and congratulate you on surviving my existance for so long. :D I love you guys!!!!!
But that little friend thing isn't meant to be leaving out the newer members of the cult o' sami's life... For some of my survival this past blogging century is also greatly owed to Anne-Marie, my email buddy, and of course Trall, the most recent character in the life and times of Sami...
Whether you're my friend, my love, neither, or both. You are reading this, and that means you contribute to some extent (small or large) in my life. :P

But to the old friends, just how much did you help me get through? Here are some cites for you, posted in great appreciation of your friendship over the past while-

"have been feeling very melancholy the past few days, or has it been weeks? However long it has been it feels like eternity. urrg. Depression? Feeling like giving up? geeze. I haven't felt like this since last year. oy! "Life is malignant." " Though you will not see my tears, I am still crying."
What are these thoughts doing in my head!? I'm supposed to be the usually happy person. usually. I don't know what to do now. I think I need a hug. "

Icky, I remember those times. bleh. but thanks so much to you all, they were survived much to my surprise... next one-

"Why can't people just listen without trying to fix me, or telling other people about me, or judging me? Why can't they just listen?! No funny faces, or critical words, or anything. Just another person that can really know me, another person that I can really know. grrr. you people are frustrating. grr my mind is frustrating."

aAha! but looking back this is a post of victory, for I now become close to only people as explained. see? That's just how great you guys are! ^.^ next'un-

"So, today I'm posting a question, with all of these conflicts going on, do you think people should just let them go knowing that most of the people are going to different schools next year and that you won't have to see them for 3 months unless you want to, or should you try to resolve the conflicts risking makiong the situation worse. I mean, who knows, it could just resolve itself, or it could saturate and form a grudge. So keeping in mind the conflict from both points of view, what do you think I (people in general) should do?"

Hmm, never really got an answer on that 'un, but things seemed to resolve themselves pretty well I suppose... NEXT-

"-everything would either be purple or black
-everyone would be vegetarian
-the president would be an Emu
-every country would be represented by a different CareBear
-Normal would be considered the worst swear of all while Bitch would become part of every day language
-the World-Wide anthem would be Imaginary by Evanescence
-It would be Illegal to act to Dumb Blondish
-People would worship the clouds
-Clowny-Banana-Head would be the most popular insult
-It would be illegal to name your child Kristen (brings back bad memories of demonic Kristen)
-The world would be amazing"

Ok, so that wasn't exactly on topic, but It had to be reviewed. I love it! :D How could you not like the idea of the world being run by sami's hmm?

"My mum's car got smashed into (the window is comepletely shattered, and I sliced up my arm on it. (owwey) and I haven't talked to any of my friends (other than online) since Jackie's party. Aww well. Who needs friends anyway (eye twitches slightly and I begin screaming at the Television) oh yeah, me. Somebody should call me or something, or come over, or give me something to do before I burn my house down, tear off all of my clothes, and start running down the street naked yelling "they're after me, they're after me!!" because my mommy would be angry if I did that. wrawr."

Lol, yeah that was an interesting time. Gah, I still have that scar on my arm (I'm such a klutz) See what happens when sami has no katie, jackie or alex to talk to? see!?

"Oh yeah, and the fact that I think by the time we go back to school, I will be so deprived of social activity that on the first day I will walk in to the building, have a complete mental collapse and spend the first couple months of school in a mental hospital. But, that's nothing to worry about."

hehe, and the funny part is, this may have been the cause to those september social panic attacks... sooo not funny, but why am I laughing? Randomly jumping back to the Kristen note, this one had to be acknowledged here, lol-

"maaan im gonna miss kristen. who is gonna scream when i write mean things about her on my blog when shes all the way over at washburn? nobody, thats who. X( "

and it's soo true too. XDD And then of course changing the tone once again so a scarily serious situation... here goes-

"My mum went to the doctor for severe leg pain and they found a blood clot, so she went to the hospital, but came home wednesday, but that same night I went over there just to make sure that she was okay and that night she got really sick, so we went back to the hospital to find that part of the blood clot had moved to her lung, so unlike what I was thinking yesterday, she will probably be staying in the hospital until at least wednesday. grr. So my parents are going up to the cabin with all of my brothers until tuesday, and me and my sister are going to my aunts house for the weekend. Oh, and for whomever it may concern this means that I'm not going to Alex's party either, (even though I haven't seen him ALL SUMMER, and most likely won't see him for another month when school starts. ) *deep sigh* I think I need a hug. "

ay, that was a really stressful time. Actually looking back, one of the worst times of the year, definitely of the life of this blog... but with things now better than ever, I can look back to smile at those that were with me through the whole fiasco. And how much I still appreciate those hugs and comforting words. I think Anne should get a special littel medal for helping me through this one. *gives trophy*

And here I placed in a nutshell all my lifes dreams and aspirations-

"to become an amazing writer. and nothing you can say or do will ever change that. so there! hehe. and yes, I am aware of how random this is.
Btw I'm also going to be an amazing pilot, veterinary scientist, and pediatrician. My life just might take a while, but it'll be worth it. :P "

so fwahahahaha. and you can't stop me. I can, but you can't. :P So let's skip forward a few months to something interesting-

"so there, that's my poem. and feel free to comment w/ CONSTRUCTIVE criticism.
CONSTRUCTIVE meaning that no, I am not in the mood to be called emo. so leave me alone of you have nothing sensible to say. XP
sorry. I just really hate being called that... and if you got to know me, you would soon realize how wrong they are."

here I decided- hey, I'm just going to put my thoughts and emotions out there with this whole "emo" thing, it drives me mad. - but then Katie of course being the "oh-so-great" friend she is goes on to leave a comment-

"Wow. Very... EMO..."

but no worries, she knows me well enough to not end it there *I tend to hurt such people* and so she continues with her little compliment or whatever... (I love you Katie, don't hurt me)
Sami's newly found aspiration in life-

"I think that this weekend is going to be a scary movie and homework weekend. I think my switch a few weeks ago from asocial, to completely social is taking too large of an effect on my brain, therefor even further deepening the insanity of my life."

Yeah, I still haven't gotten to that movie thing... lol.
Anyways... the rest is blah blah blah, leading up to now, blah blah blah, change in mood, blah blah blah, new change in mood...


and as stated in an earlier post-

"So if you are as sick of reading this, as I am as sick of writing it, I'd better stop soon.
I <3 you guys
~SAMiSAYSwRAwR"

and so-
I really love you guys, thanks for reading this epic post
~SAMiSAYSwRAwR<3

posting for the sake of posting...

Well this post is kind of cheating, but that's okee, because I am sami, and I can do such things. And also because sometimes when we don't cheat we end up with a bag of frozen vegetables on our feet... I'm sorry about that foot by the way Terrell.
But, as I said this post is cheating, kind of. What am I cheating?- you may ask, well if you don't know, look very closely.
Still no idea?
Ok, here's a hint, it's numerical...

Still no idea, eh? (If you did get it I applaud you)

Well you'll just have to wait and see I guess, I've gots a big surprise for you... ok, not THAT big, sillies...

Just wait a while, It'll come... mehbeh. Tonight or tomorrow, we shall see. :D

oh and btw- I love you Katie, lol (just read your blog) WHY WON'T YOU ANSWER YOUR PHONE!!!?? silly silly...

=P

Ah the beautiful night's sky, the bright full moon, snow, lightly covering the ground in a glistening mass of beauty.
Oh how I love December... and what reason do I have not to? As far as the life and times of Sami goes, things are more amazing now than they have been in a long time. Too long, really. And to just be able to sit and let that happiness consume me, even more wonderful. Worries, fears, pain, all banished. Now it is only sam, and that is who I should be.
The funny thing is, I was actually discussing some of the things in my past self today with friends, and to realize how nonchalant I could remain throughout that conversation... well, gah. It's so great. Really, it is. Mostly because I now can truthfully say that it's in the past. It's like finally overcoming a great illness that had surrounded my life for so long. You can make me laugh, you can make me cry, you can make me dream away, but never can you tear me down more than I want you to. You, yes you, no longer have control of my life. For it is I- MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE (of sami anyways) that is now in complete control... Fwahahahaha.
No longer shall I let people that don't even know the real me take control of my life, and tear me down with any impulsive whim. NO MORE!!!

Okee, I think I'm done now... mehbeh... hehe.

Wow, that was completely random and unplanned, and to think that I started out with talking about the sky. I have the attention span of a squirrel... I like squirrels, they're cute and fuzzy. I once had a pet squirrel, his name was Scabbers. Like on Harry Potter. Sometimes I wish I was like harry potter...

Well, that's enough of that. for now...

good night and have a pleasant tomorrow. I know I will :D
~SAMiSAYSwRAwR

Fwahahahaha.

soo, today conformed to the usual wake up, go to school, go home etc. But alas, it was not boring at all, for it is not what I have done or am doing that excites me, but rather what I plan to do. And oh do I hope things work out. I'm not sure if it's paranoia or intuition that is causing me to doubt things working out though...
Ah well, at this point I have little reason to believe that they won't; so let's stick with that for now...
I worry for some of my friends though... I really hope that things aren't as bad as I perceive them to be, but then again, I have no reason to believe that they aren't. Gah, me and my crazy reasoning...
Just putting it out there that I have you in my prayers, all of you, believe it or not...

ah, back to blogging. So today, tomorrow, yesterday... I'm happy and I know it. *claps hands* and for now, that about wraps things up. I feel luckier than most.

<3<3<3
~SAMiSAYSwRAwR

So here you are again...

What truly is so interesting in this blog that has you continue reading, I am not sure. But alas, here I am, and here you are, now reading this, as I was at some point in the past typing it. Well, that would be the present for me...
hehe, I make me laugh. But none of that matters because as we have gone over so many times before, time and space are non-existent anyways.
Gah, well today was interesting to say the least. Not so much situationally, but in my little world of a mind, 'twas more than just interesting. So much on my mind, yet so little of it can I actually say. And saying that alone may put me in a bad position, but whatever.
It's not all bad, just kind of mellow and contemplative. Not to mention having that later masked by this extreme wave of hyperactivity. I was actually doing headstands and backwards somersaults from my bed today... such a strange person am I.
It is hard to explain really what is going on, and for the most part, even I really don't know. I just know how I feel, and the task now is to take a step back and put reasoning behind those emotions. And that, my friends, is the difficult part.
All I can say, is don't overthink this. (I'm talking to both you and I now), and don't set it aside as nothing. Nothing is nothing. It is just finding a way to measure the amount of something.
That also, is the difficult part.
Sami is off to think things over I guess...

<3<3<3
~SAMiSAYSwRAwR

Ah, and still the same day.

Well I guess if you're going to get technical on me, it's already sunday. Ay! The day has been long and fulfilling in many ways and I am already dreading the start of a new week. But because I am tired, and must prepare for church in the morrow, I will sum it up. The day was good. very good indeed. =D
I'll post something more tomorrow when I am more awake.
<3
SAMiSAYSwRAwR

Happy Birthday to me :D

And life was all it was expected to be if not more. XD Between seeing some longed for faces and being a semi-good Samaritan, I would say It was pretty fulfilling. Oh yeah, plus I got an 8G green iPod nano. SWEETNESS!!!! *thanks dad & Ginger*
so yeah, life is good. Better go dry my hair before I am forced to succumb to its wily madness.

I love you guys <3
~SAMiSAYSwRAwR

AAAAAHHHH YAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!

FRIDAY IS ONLY A MERE 2 HOURS AWAY!!! yay! This is exciting, very exciting indeed. As for this weekend, my parents ok'd me inviting the lunch crew + others (haha katie, yes, you are officially an "other") over to my house on saturday to hang out, you know-
Jackie
Ona
Bubbles
Izzy
Rob
Kirsten
Henry
Katie H.
Sav. etc...

oh yeah, I should probly have called narcia and king kong tonight, now that its mentioned... eh, I'll do it tomorrow...

plus I get to see my Trall tomorrow, AND SATURDAY!!! XDDDD I'm soo excited you wouldn't even know...

Ah, but for now I must finish that project that is due tomorrow... hehe, I have officially claimed the throne as queen procrastinator. ay.

Lost 'o Love,
~SAMiSAYSwRAwR

Soo, tuesdays...

Well exciting news...
kinda sorta. lemme see
-I got me a new toothbrush :D (its purple!)
-I get to see my Trall on friday!!! *yay*
-My birthday is on friday!! *yay*
-I have a science project due friday! *not so yay*
-I get to actually go home before dark on friday *yay*

wow, lots of stuff on friday... I can't wait. Well, the science project could prolly wait... but otherwise XD

Oh yeah, and today I was walking home from school at around 5:30 (drivers ed stuff :P ) and it was the most beautiful sight I have seen in a while. It was cold enough for the frost to be glistening, but warm enough for me to stop and see. The moon was gently covered by a thin layer of clouds and the small amount of snow on the ground was glowing. Ah, so beautiful. I wish I could show you...

Ok, I'm gonna admit, I really have nothing to write about for today, so as you can probly see, most of this is all just random madness that you would normally hear me say on any other given day... but I tried... o.O hehehehehe. I'm in a Reiko mood today... that's probably not a good thing. O.o

Sami is Turning Blue

And yes, it explains it all:



ok, It explains nothing. But that's ok I guess.
Oh yeah, and for those who are unaware, I am currently head over heels in love. Just thought you ought to know... <3